| Its a weird weird world... |
[Aug. 29th, 2007|08:04 am] |
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I'm stunned I actually remembered my old password...I had a weird livejournal craving... lol. Very weird, considering I haven't updated or remotely even thought of the damn thing in years. Cris has pretty much dropped off the net train.Being a grown up...Eh.Time consuming.
Talking to an old friend kicked up some distant fuzzy memories.I miss my old net buddies! I sometimes wonder what became of em...I was reading some old entries... prompted this lil entry...It'll likely be the last for another three years.Heh.
Life is good...And forever catching me off guard.Quinn is growing like a damn weed... My lil buddy is 6 months old already... I love that little boy to pieces.Being an auntie is far more amusing than I ever expected.His new favorite pasttime is visting nana and grampa,chasing the dogs in his walker...Lena could use the exercise.
Josh is enjoying daddyhood....My (?) niece was born last week... Two more weeks til the test results are in. Yeah.Hello Maury.My kid brother never ceases to surprise me.I'm pretty damn sure she's his but still... the very fact he needs a DNA test to be sure is a little too daytime talk show dramatic for me.Eh.Life goes on.I've got a niece and nephew to play with now. I can kick back and enjoy sibling babies for at least another couple years before I start getting the nudge to start my own lil brood.
I've finally got a day off.Slave Drivers.I suppose I should hit the sheets and enjoy some much needed snoozetime.I've got mucho shit that could use my attention but very little drive to tackle any of it.Later.Maybe. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
Well... you didn't wake up this morning
Because you didn't go to bed
You were watching the whites of your eyes
Turn red
The calendar, on your wall, is ticking the days off
The calendar on your wall is ticking
the days off
You've been reading some old letters
You smile and think how much you've changed
All the money in the world
Couldn't bring back those days.
You pull back the curtains, and the sun burns into your eyes,
You watch a plane flying across a clear blue sky.
THIS IS THE DAY -- Your life will surely change.
THIS IS THE DAY -- Your life will surely change.
You could've done anything -- if you'd wanted
And all your friends and family think that you're lucky.
But the side of you they'll never see
Is when you're left alone with the memories
That hold your life together like
Glue |
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|12:02 pm] |
Yet another Car-Cris unpleasantry.Enough all ready! I paid off the 450 balance two weeks ago with a small questionable sum still owed (he's figuring up the bill for the other part)... and now this.Two days ago while cruising along minding my own business... bOOM! I run into the mother of all potholes.It's been suggested I play my tunes just a wee bit too loud... I didn't hear a sound.Just before reaching the driveway smoke begins wafting up from the right side of the vehicle... flat,melted tire...
Waiting on a replacement tire which will hopefully be put on in time for work... Not by myself of course... Is it grossly un-feminest that I can't change a tire?
I'm still attempting to get a hold of the LPN recruiter.She, or one of her lackeys managed to send me the wrong packet containing the wrong test scores INCLUDING the wrong social security number. I was tweaking a little over the fact some poor slob somewhere might have my date of birth,address and ss number... can't, naturally verbally rip this woman a new one... considering my fate as a future LPN rests with her. Lord. This conversion needs to be handled delicately. Why can't people just do their jobs correctly? I'd be a much happier girl.
Took some photos of preggo kat and lil miss madison.Need to post em... both are growing like whoa.
Is it spring yet? |
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| Random Decision Number 2000407... |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|08:42 am] |
This year.... no more meat! Unless it comes outta the ocean... or river...or pond or yeah.You know where I'm going with this. Mock me if you will but I've had it.My determination is steadfast. I've had nothing but bad luck with red meat.I've decided my stomach is a vegetation, but perhaps my head is a carnivore? OH, who the hell knows.I've lived on crackers and ginger-ale for the past two days.I just got over food posioning and started pms-ing.Work was a nightmare last night....and I feel like doing something radical. Perhaps not the best basis for starting a new lifestyle but it'll do.Stop laughing.
In other news.A gathering of geese.gaggle or flock?Seriously.
On the puppy front, Mattie is growing at an alarming rate.The little booger is currently trying to climb her puppy pen yet again.Dirty Rascal. |
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| Do you believe in karma? |
[Jan. 10th, 2006|10:23 am] |
Well... do ya?
I had asked for the 5th off so I'd be well rested the night before my test.They wouldn't give it to me... so I called in with food poisoning... Yesterday night around one I started getting MASSIVELY sick.No sleep+hanging head over toliet=Cris praying for a swift death. I couldn't even enjoy being babied as nada would stay down.I couldn't even keep the anti neasuea meds down,wtf?! I'm sure it looked fishy calling in two days in under two weeks with it... Not my fault! Still feelin icky as all hell. It's a damn good thing I developed a liking for chicken broth during my mouth wired days! |
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| Pain Like Whoa |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|08:18 am] |
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So the birthday was a complete and utter bust. After a disaster of a morning, I decided to NOT let anyone in on my special day at work.The last thing I wanted to top off a SUPER afternoon was a bunch of weirdos from work singing offkey to me.*bangs head against keyboard*. Worked last night.... Jason txted me like five mins AFTER 12 to say happy birthday.Bastard.To cap it alllll off, I pull out my back 15 mins before the end of my shift.... God hates me.Merry Christmas. |
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| Yum |
[Dec. 5th, 2005|08:05 am] |
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Might as well face it I'm addicted to... coffee.Heh.Flavored coffee to be exact. At this very moment I have over 10 different brands of coffee in the fridge (stays fresh longer), as well as four different creamers.Can we say... wired?! On any given day I have between one to three pots of java in my veins. I'm a sick,sick puppy.
Annnnnd while we're on the subject of puppies. My dad's narrowed down his choice to a full size collie. My Hannah is a sheltie, basically a smaller version of Lassie. For some reason beyond my realm of understanding... he's decided to upgrade to an even BIGGER dog.Men. Some couple off in God know's where he met online privately raise them. There's a new litter ready for adoption in two weeks, soooo I'm thinking between the three of us and my mom... merry christmas pops.That's all Imma get.350 a pop for a pup? I'd sooner take a pound puppy but whatever floats his boat. I'm already brainstorming up names... considering he named MY hannah... Bailey and Skyler are my top two so far...
Just got home from work and I'm heading up to Albany with the parents around four. I'm determinded to finish my christmas shopping in a timely fashion this year. Annnnnd... likely pick up some new tunes for Cris... :-) Imma save some much in the long run with the ipod! I can't even fathom how much I blow every year on cds!
Also have to get the cell straightened out... Family plan's not working out so well...! Sissy decided to not pay her bill AND not inform Cris of it,thus... service was shut off for both accounts. *Disgruntled face*
I picked out my next tat... I'm thinkin on my shoulder or upper back... I'd post a pic but I'm too lazy to screw around with html this early! I had intended to make it a birthday present but I'll likely just hold off till next month when I'm not so busy with work and shit. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|06:13 pm] |
Damn it all.I've got my period.:-( I'm cold,grumpy and cramping like whoa.All I wanna do is curl up under the covers and watch Golden Girls.Some vanilla ice cream would be good... sadly all out.Actually considering running down to Cairo to pick some up.Not likely tho.
I'm Willy Wonka-ed out.I've watched it three times since it came out.Time for some new releases,damn it! Amy's new parttime gig at the video store is saving me buckets.All I have to do is buy blank cds.:-)
My first day back at work was rather traumatic.They had me up on W2!I was positive I was being punished for going on vacation.I haven't been upstairs in over six months.Crazy Lucy is UPSTAIRS! Ugh.As in Lucy the big,mean lady that made Cris cry her first night on.She's EVIL.Tara finally shoved Pat upstairs and brought me back.:-) I'm a 1West girl.I can't handle two.
Need to start working some overtime.Christmas is just around the corner.All I want for christmas is an ipod.My mother wants another wawa.... for my dad.Lol.He thinks he's ready for another dog... She's ready for it as long as it's a wawa.We'll see.
Harry Potter comes out end of this week....Who's going? |
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| Feelin a lil...oldschool |
[Nov. 11th, 2005|05:33 pm] |
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Wake up kids
We got the dreamers' disease
Age 14
They got you down on your knees
So polite
We're busy still saying please
Frienemies
Who when you're down ain't your friend
Ev'ry night
We smash a Mercedes-Benz
First we run
And then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light, light
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give
I'm coming home baby--you're tops
Give it to me now
Four a.m.
We ran a miracle mile
We're flat broke
But hey we do it in style
The bad rich
God's flying in for your trial [high]
But when the night is falling
You cannot find a friend, friend
You feel your tree is breaking
Just then
You got the music in you
Don't let go
You got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give
Ow
This whole damn world
Can fall apart
You'll be ok
Follow your heart
You're in harm's way
I'm right behind
Now say you're mine
You got the music in you
Don't let go
You got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give
Don't let go
I feel the music in you
Yo, leh leh-ooooooo
Fly high
What's real
Can't die
You only get what you give
You're gonna get what you give [don't give up]
Just don't be afraid to leave
Health insurance ripoff lying
FDA big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they're multiplying
Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson
Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson
You're all fakes
Run to your mansions
Come around
We'll kick your ass in
Don't let go
One dance left
Don't give up
Can't forget
Don't let go |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|09:51 am] |
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Just got back from my grandparents...helped my mom bury Brie-Z.I dunno where the fuck this came from.Brie didn't show any signs of decline like Patches did...We just found her this morning on my parents' floor dead.
I handle death... I've had to deal with more than my share at work working with the terminally ill.This? Shit.I'm lost.Brie's been a part of our family since third grade.She was an incredible dog...Patches and now her.My God.I'm old.I've lost both my childhood pets.
My poor Hannah.I used to tease my parents I'd have to take Brie with Hannah when I left... The pair of them have never been without each other....I'm just.sad.I miss my fucking dog. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|01:39 am] |
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It's been quite a while since the last update....I don't particularly feel like doin an update update.
I'm currently soaking my foot in a soapy bowel.Why you might ask? Welllll... my little glass in foot wound continues to throb from this afternoon.Spent the afternoon in the pool.Tried to use my grandfather's air pump to blow up new floaters.I've learned my lesson about how one should wear sandels in garages that's for damn sure.Kinda hurt like whoa.
Saw the new Willy Wonka today.Eh.The original,plus the book... royally outdid this piece of work.Disappointing.Shame on you Johnny Depp.Shame.I actually slept through like 15 mins of it somewhere in the middle.Too much pool water always makes me sleepy.
Had every intention of driving down to pick up new Harry at midnight tonight but was surprising talked out of it.I SUPPOSE waiting till morning won't kill me... *Grumble,grumble* I've been counting down for weeks as sad as I'm sure that is.I love Harry,damn it.Deal.
Not too much of importance to touch on... I'm two seconds from callin up my girl... Having some serious cravings that just have to be handled.Amazing,amazing jessie...She continues to delight and amuse me in a way none have managed to succeed before.It's been a very...very long time since I've been this hungry for a chica.
Work's work.Few summer event's on the horizon I'm pretty jazzed up about.A questionable camping trip hopefully somewhere too.Attempting to start squrrially away funds for October Florida vaction.Mmmm.Ten days in Orlando.Jealous? I thought you might be... Time to go bond with jess... |
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| Exes Should Never Be Allowed To Linger. |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|12:10 am] |
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So aside from a lunatic attempting to get closure and ending up lookin like a psycho... life's been pretty excellent.
superdyke19: no....you're not a child...but you sure do act like one sometimes.....i haven't done anything to you lately that you didn't do to me first....i.e. treatin' me and everyone else you meet like a piece of ass....and not like your friend....or even just a human being in general you think no one in this world has feelings besides you or is it just that no one else's matter but yours? i get confused please do clarify just how your fucked up way of thinking works
crisbsb25: that's complete and utter bullshit.I do not treat everyone else like that.They all know the deal as do you, you just take whatever people give you, thus you turn into a doormat.And no, I will not clarify a damn thing.I don't owe anyone answers for my behavior
superdyke19: you're so fucking selfish cris.....you really don't give a shit unless it's you that's being talked about...i should know...i do know you better than anyone else after all
so go ahead and block me if that's what you really want to do....pretend i never existed......you'll never meet anyone who'll give a shit about you like i did.... i do know how to avoid pissing you off....but i figured it's about time someone did treat you the way you treat others oh but wait...that's right....you have heather to do that for you.....gotta love the long distance thing...no real fear of commitment or following through there not like SHE'S ever gonna make the trip cross country not like you're ever going to either just a way to keep yourself occupied for now
crisbsb25: go fuck yourself.Quite likely the only person that ever will.Now who's got issues?
crisbsb25: Not just me little girl
superdyke19: lol...but i'm not in denial of mine sweetheart
superdyke19: and at least mine aren't affecting anyone other than me
crisbsb25: bravo.would you like a cookie for turning into a little doormat for everyone else to step all over?
superdyke19: at least i'm willing to do thing's to make other ppl's lives better.....you just make them worse
crisbsb25: oh yes.I'm such a wicked wicked woman
superdyke19: you really wanna play the "who's more fucked up than who" game?
superdyke19: i assure you...you will lose |
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[Jan. 16th, 2005|05:56 pm] |
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My God.I'm one hurtin pup.I managed perhaps 2 hours of sleep tops, and I'm off to work again.Curled up on the couch with Gladiator and kept dozing off and on.I'm completely bummed out about missing Jason's birthday weekend bash.I really really miss that boy.Amy's leaving tonight, the house is going to seem bigger without her to goof around with.Only two more months till my babysis turns 21 and we'll be able to go run the clubs together.Muhahaha.So sad my babysis is my closest remotely gay female friend.I think I really am incapable of havin a functional platonic friendship with a dyke. I need to call Heather.I was missing her the other day... kinda forget the time difference and woke her ass up at 7.Sometimes you just need to hear that one voice to make your day a little better. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
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Something in the air... can almost see the heaviness weighing everything down.blurring my vision,leave me unfocused and stupid to all things and all people... cept you.You who mystify and patronize my every wakin thought with your mocking mouth and bright eyes... I miss you. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2005|03:32 pm] |
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"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it and I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you?
That I'm in love with you?"
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream...
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone
Alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven |
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[Dec. 13th, 2004|03:19 pm] |
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Soooo.Ten days till B-day and... I'm pretty much waiting for a repeat of last year.Entirely sure of it.Some people just have shitty priorities.I haven't done much christmas shopping.Likely just wait till the last minunte as always.I had planned on sending out christmas cards but ended up decideding to chuck the idea.I really don't feel like going through the effort and reaching out to some people I barely even speak to anymore.Just not feelin it this year.We haven't even gotten a tree yet, so that's likely part of it.Not to mention... so much unhappiness at work.Nobody wants to be stuck at Eden Park during the holidays.There's practically garland and decoration covering every inch of the damn place... we are trying.Every bit of my holly jolly mood goes into cheering up my residents... just not enough to go around I guess.Disgruntled I'm going to miss another holiday with the woman I love...I wish things were different.So,thus far.I've got Amy and Stef's gifts taken care of... still workin ideas for everyone else. |
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| Dear God... Say It Isn't So... |
[Nov. 19th, 2004|03:29 am] |
In exactly one month,I shall be 22.This thought has been disturbing me for weeks.I don't want to be 22.I barely had time to fully enjoy 21, I'm not ready for 22. I'm now paying rent, which I seriously thought my parents were bluffing about.I suppose after watching me blow paycheck after paycheck on fun new toys for me... they decided it was high time I slipped some their way.Argh!
Haven't really been lookin for an apartment very actively.I know I'm gonna need a roommate.. that's a barrel of monkeys I'm not quite ready to start thinkin about.After the holidays I'll get serious.
Got my flu shot two weeks ago, I've been feelin like poo for a while.Right about now, the residents will start comin down with all those holly jolly little illnesses I've been dreading.Another one of my favorites passed away.
I haven't seen peggy or the lab tech chick in ages.This, makes me sad.
Car's in the shop.There's a hole in some pipe.Had to order a part... could take a few days.Currently crusing around in the beat up spare... the one with the door that u practically have to savagely assalt to close or open.Very Ghetto. |
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| Shrek 2 countdown.... muhahaha |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|05:49 pm] |
Let me think.. what's new and exciting... not very much actually.Got my nose redone...(hole closed up ages ago) Cute little blue gem stud.Picked out my tat,going back in two weeks to get it inked.The shop's going to be closed for the next two... So lovely.
Just got my new contacts.Royal blue.Such a rip off.My eyes still look more green than blue.Damn it all.
My residents are dropping like flies.Third one in two weeks! Thankfully, the last two have happened on my days off.The floor's rather empty... Only half my rooms are filled.Woo Hoo.
Parents raved if I was going to vote for Kerry.... I might as well not vote at all.Lol.Ha.My vote canceled out her's... HEH.Or Liz's.Yeah.It canceled out Liz's... Damn chica.Finally ran into her.Haven't seen Liz in... like three months? Ran into her outside of the courthouse,how fitting actually... She's not working at the momento.Sooo... plenty of free time on her hands.Gotta remember to hit her up tomorrow.. I miss my chicas!
Gonna go read for a bit.... working tonight and then I have Wed,Thur,and Friday off! |
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